Hey just a quick blog announcement–I finally made a separate list on my sidebar blogroll for twin blogs. So check it out–are you on there? If not, comment with your site so I can add you! Who are your other favorite twin bloggers that I should read?
Wow, thank you so much, everyone, for your kind words on the last post! So lovely and heartwarming.
I am much less emotional about it now. It’s been a week and a half with the helmet, and I’m pretty much used to/resigned to it. E is still doing just fine with it and doesn’t seem to notice or care. Plus, we’ve been out and about with it a couple times and haven’t gotten any questions or comments. I’m sure we will at some point, but it’s a relief to know that maybe it won’t be every time (since we already get comments about having twins most of the time).
Thank you again. Internet hugs for everyone!
First, I really dislike when people throw around actual medical diagnoses as personality quirks. Liking your towels folded a certain way does not mean you have OCD. Stop it.
That said, I honestly feel like my attention to blog posts is in deficit sometimes. I have nineteen drafts at the moment, and here I am starting a twentieth. I was mentally composing this post earlier tonight while washing my hair. Before I turned off the shower, I had mentally skipped around to two or three other new or existing posts. (And dammit, now I can’t remember what I was ‘working’ on! I need a waterproof notepad!)
So I haven’t posted a ton lately, because I haven’t been able to bring myself to commit to these drafts, to finishing these posts. I don’t know if it’s laziness or inattention, or just lacking the time to really focus on making them ‘good.’ Whatever that means. I like thinking up post ideas and then starting a whole bunch of drafts. Some of them are just titles, some of them are more than half written, some of them need pictures and I get lazy about resizing and then loading them into wordpress.
And instead of working on any of those nineteen drafts, I’m writing this nonpost about drafts. It’s after midnight and I feel antsy for getting ideas out. Well, “ideas” because really, this sucks and it’s pointless. But at least it’s a post? Sort of?
I go back and forth on the type of blog I wish this were. Some people have update blogs that talk about day to day stuff, all everyday-like, casual, fun. Then there are Issue Blogs, which focus on a single issue that the writer is really into. And then there are the Writer Blogs, where the person creates a moving piece about simple things like going out to dinner, with the perfect words just so that make the reader sigh, laugh, cry, or all of the above at the same time.
I really wish I could be the last one, but I don’t have the writing chops, innate creativity, or perseverance for that. (At least, not more than a couple times a year.) But I can’t quite bring myself to do the everyday-blog kind of deal either. Maybe because I already do some of that on flickr, facebook, and instagram. And I like having stories to tell occasionally, or work through my thoughts on Bigger Issues. I don’t know how much of a voice I have, because the posts veer all over the place. Sometimes I do want to craft an essay-type post that details the arguments I have on a particular topic, and edit it carefully so I can try to be as articulate as I can. (Which, frequently, is not terribly articulate at all.) Buuuut, sometimes I want to just write out a list of random crap. Or post a bunch of pictures without coming up with witty asides. And sometimes I write dumb blog posts about writing goddamned blog posts.
So I’m in the remainder bucket of blogs. With my blog ADD. BADD. Oh dear! I guess if you’re out there, sorry for this drivel, back to cute babies soon, and thanks for sticking around.
I’m still in denial that Google Reader is going away. Stop trying to make Google+ happen! Anyway, I’ve ‘claimed’ this blog with Bloglovin. Please follow me there or with whatever other reader site you’re using. 🙂
I have, no joke, 16 other drafts waiting…I need to find an entire day to finish writing some of them and start feeling more caught up. Either that or stop being so finicky about posts.
Anyway. Happy almost weekend!